he and his fiancÈ to deal with. Later we were at a Japanese restaurant with my brother and his fiancÈ. The relationship was good at times, but I struggled with communication and was very immature. However, I am not sure. When I look back on my life, memories before getting shot are faint and incoherent. I was protecting myself from being hurt again, but I was over protecting myself. I finally had the trach taken out the third week of January, which was going on about four months. . Its like Im at the top of a high dive and am scared to jump into the water. I remember him talking with the doctors and trying to help me understand what they were doing.
My grandmother came in from Florida to stay with my siblings. I played sports and focused on my school work. I went to high school at New Trier in Winnetka. All I knew was that I was in pain and I was scared. I hate that I can't blame you, but that I sometimes take my anger out on those I love.